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As dark falls and twisted alleyways appear before you.

You turned and walk towards the fire and flames.

Unhindered, Unfettered and Unrestricted. You entered the domain of gods.

To scream forever in the void.

We chose to wait, the longing for your embrace rooting us.

We chose to wait, the longing for your warm breath against the chill.

We chose to wait, the longing for your gaze upon us once again.

Yet all was lost, another candle gone out,

The darkness enveloped us.

Fear grabbed us.

And we screamed. Alone in the void, we died.

The hand of hope never came.

Blood flowed, Tears shed.

The hand of hope never came.

We close our eyes.

Still awaiting your embrace.

Still, we wait...

Still, we hope.

I haf no idea why i wrote that.

Nites men

Dreams

I will keep trying til the grave.

Finally made up my mind, I shall stop doubting myself.

I WILL GET THERE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. MAHAHAHAHA.

K ahem sry.

Awesum dinner on wednesday.

School starting tmr. And I'm not looking forward to it at all. And its not coz of the studying part, jialat. It'd be much nicer if I dun like school coz of studying wudnt it.... Just like last time.

Meh different case now.

Guess its my problem. But idc, I'm not living for them fools. Choose ur friends, not let their weight choose you.

Jus tahan, one more sem. One moar fakken sem and I'm out.

Really regret my decisions.

But wdv.

fack the past fack the future, walk the present and see where u end up. If i trip and fall jus stand up again ye?

Alrighteh nites men~

The F

My tempo. Dam. Fail. Wad. The. Fark.

And the current blog song. Has a bass drum. That is. Too. Overpowering. Wtf.

That. Srsly. Needs. Revising.

Unable. To. Rerecord. Until. Ho. Come. SG.

OH WAIT I CAN DO IT MYSELF. But like dam bad its a 2 ppl thing.

Aha.

Aha.

Aha.

When was. My. Last. MEANINGFUL. Post. Cant. Seem. To. Find. It.

SO LONG AGO.

K bye. I shall post. Something. Stupid. Someday.

I. Think. Too. Much. Btw. Jus. Sayin. SRSLY. THINK. TOO. MUCH. F.M.L

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Wooooo

Hai.

Dis are two songs.

By me and Ho.

I'm playing drums.

Ho is on da Keyboard. ROLAND JUNO SYNTHESIZER KEYBOARD. If u wan the um. full thing

Hah.

Hope ye like it.

Enjoy.

Fcking. Useless. Fools. Just. Die.

Lol who am I now, I gt no idea. Halp

Ass.dee.eff

Sup, writing this in school, my classmates doing presentation, bored as fuck. I just finished my own presentation too waha.

I messed up the conclusion crap, but teacher say i can present well. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ye I mean its a completely impromptu presentation so is quite a compliment hehe

K enuf with the self-praise i know its disgustin Q_Q

Hopefully none of my current classmates see this.

I'm having alot of regrets atm, but who can I blame besides myself for making this kind of stupid mistake. I honestly regret coming to nyp. Its a stupid place. And my classmates make the place even more stupid. I actually asked the class once in a presentation, "who here is happy that they are in NYP." Only one person raised their hand, out of 31 people. Wth?

And when asked why, the most common reply is "My O lvl didnt do very well, then come here lor." Or otherwise its just. "Dno what to do, then do business." Go to hell dno what to do then go JC la, even if its SJC or wdv, better than rotting here. Stop following the fakken flow and carve a path for yourself.

And I personally dun like their style either LOL. Ye well bit bad but ya.... Theres only like 4-6 people that I can really comfortably chat with in the class, quite sad aint it. The rest of them talk WAY TOO MUCH CHINESE. I'm not saying its bad or what I just personally not that fond of speaking alot of chinese outside the house. Coz I speak chinese 24/7 in the house...

But they are nice people, all nice. MOST of them anyway. But meh, have to jus deal with it for 3 years then I guess, its the fate I brought upon myself, I'll jus have to sit through it.

Also I'm losing motivation for everything and I'm losing my mood too, sometimes I cant even feel what I'm playing on the piano anymore. I'm afraid of being some moody fool. I only get my mood back once in awhile when I meet up with the old pals again, and hoho helped me stay myself. Since we chat everyday. He IS AWESOME. <3. AMG GHEY EUUU UGH. K sry.

Well thats bout all I got, cant wait for Wednesday hehe, its the only day that I enjoy, since weekends I'm buggered by my parents. I just skip school on wednesday and enjoy my day. <3 the drum lessons.

Cheers, see ye soon~

Riffs, Riffs, and more Riffs

MEN feels gewd when u can play all the kickass riffs with the proper instrument rather than blasting the song and there feeling sucky. YEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA.

K I fakken need a drumset....

Planning to ask the cca alumni tmr to teach me some other stuff. Honestly I'm err bit stuck..... Need bit o help.

Also wan a guitar with a toggle switch Q_Q

Amg I dun spend money often but whenever I do, the stuff I buy one item few hunnerd dollars LOL. Shit need support myself.

Ye well ciaoz hope everyones having a great time, Im jus so-so...

Nites~

P.S. To all pianists who only play mainstream pop songs... Get a life. Sry but I jus bloody against this type of ppl no matter who you are. Dam irritating pls. Walk here walk there always hearing the same typical songs. _)_