Ass.dee.eff

Sup, writing this in school, my classmates doing presentation, bored as fuck. I just finished my own presentation too waha.

I messed up the conclusion crap, but teacher say i can present well. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ye I mean its a completely impromptu presentation so is quite a compliment hehe

K enuf with the self-praise i know its disgustin Q_Q

Hopefully none of my current classmates see this.

I'm having alot of regrets atm, but who can I blame besides myself for making this kind of stupid mistake. I honestly regret coming to nyp. Its a stupid place. And my classmates make the place even more stupid. I actually asked the class once in a presentation, "who here is happy that they are in NYP." Only one person raised their hand, out of 31 people. Wth?

And when asked why, the most common reply is "My O lvl didnt do very well, then come here lor." Or otherwise its just. "Dno what to do, then do business." Go to hell dno what to do then go JC la, even if its SJC or wdv, better than rotting here. Stop following the fakken flow and carve a path for yourself.

And I personally dun like their style either LOL. Ye well bit bad but ya.... Theres only like 4-6 people that I can really comfortably chat with in the class, quite sad aint it. The rest of them talk WAY TOO MUCH CHINESE. I'm not saying its bad or what I just personally not that fond of speaking alot of chinese outside the house. Coz I speak chinese 24/7 in the house...

But they are nice people, all nice. MOST of them anyway. But meh, have to jus deal with it for 3 years then I guess, its the fate I brought upon myself, I'll jus have to sit through it.

Also I'm losing motivation for everything and I'm losing my mood too, sometimes I cant even feel what I'm playing on the piano anymore. I'm afraid of being some moody fool. I only get my mood back once in awhile when I meet up with the old pals again, and hoho helped me stay myself. Since we chat everyday. He IS AWESOME. <3. AMG GHEY EUUU UGH. K sry.

Well thats bout all I got, cant wait for Wednesday hehe, its the only day that I enjoy, since weekends I'm buggered by my parents. I just skip school on wednesday and enjoy my day. <3 the drum lessons.

Cheers, see ye soon~