Amg Ho's not at home :(

Sup, K guess the blog's only dead for a week eh.
FIRST UP.
AMG HO WENT TO SOME WEDDING THING AT KL THEN HE NOT AT HOME 3 DAYs.
Ah i feel so loneleh without his erm, comforting blue words on msn.

That is jus wrong... In an... Awesome. Sort of way.
NEVERMIND.

Past week, was. Wtf.
I've been going out every single day since last wednesday and its gona continue til this thursday. Hopefully friday theres nothing I wanna jus hug my instruments for the entire afternoon.

K so, last wednesday, ho came over for 3 days. IS LIKE.
WOOOOOOOO. YAY. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Yes well ye get the point...
IDK HOW TYPE IT HERE LA WE JUST HAD FUN DOING THIS AND THAT U KNOW THE USUAL.

Then he left at friday, men I cried. Okay I didnt.
Cant rmb what the hell I did on saturday. Sunday had steamboat with pin, heng, zh, KENNY, SALIM, LOW. Idk why I typed the last 3 names in caps.
Bought too much stuff for the steamboat CAUSE WE EXPECTED IVAN LOW TO EAT HIS FILL THEN HE COME AND SAY OH I EAT ALREADY NOT EATING JUST COME SEE ONLY _)_
Then we ended up taking two days to finish the food, went back zh house on Monday to finish up the remaining stuff basket.
Oh ya MONDAY WAS A BAD DAY.
Shouted at my mother, for the first time in 17 years. Fack.
Other times I raise my voice wasn't really pissed but I just snapped back there.
Sigh.
The last time I lost control was ages ago, primary 2 I think, hit a friend in the stomach, likka ouch. Reaallly pissed at him that time.
My temper sucks last time ahahah.

Now alot better, shldnt haf snapped. fack

Ye then later in the evening had my lesson with awesome Boon gee, THEN I DIDNT BRING MONEY TO PAY HIM. Bloody fark, it was another first, one year of lessons, first time no money.
And to make matters worse, I just asked Anaki's boss if she could let me work there and it had to happen right in front of her, DAM SUAY.
But meh had a nice chat with her, she has a domineering presence Q_Q
Respect though, very independent person.
And straightforward, I like.
She told me in the face I should reconsider my wishes to go into Lasalle and my current choices is quite stupid (yes she literally said stupid) considering that I AM LIVING IN SINGAPORE.

Was abit taken aback but enjoyed the conversation somewhat, not everyday you talk to a person thats so upfront.
She made me think alot for the rest of the night, was super lucky to bump into Heng before reaching home, then had someone to chat with bout the problems. Owe him one.
Anyway chatting wif him was sort of comforting I guess. Hope he doesnt see this LALALA

But decided, I realise at this current point my mind's already made up, I shouldn't be asking people on advice whether I should transfer or not, rather I should ask HOW TO ENSURE AN AWESOME INTERVIEW.
And the frigging money problem...
Well Juliana(Anaki's Boss) says its not a V good idea, I SAY DIFFERENT. I'll take my chances and the risks.

Had an awesome steamboat today also btw. Ya thats about it.

Wish me luck. Cheers

P.S.
RHCP FTW.
Sry cudnt contain myself.
Men wish they came here for their tour Q_Q

Life goes on

Sup men, long time since a long post.
Ye k first issue of biznez. Fack ma situation atm.
I'm happily stuck inside my current course *Sarcasm*
And I would really hate to get out of it *Awesome Sarcasm*
FACK. Sarcasm.

Anyways hate everything about my erm school life right now. Dearly love to get the fuck out. Should have gave more consideration to my choices, now I pay the price. So now I'm planning my super grand departure from NYP, its probably gonna end with a loud fuck this from me and large amounts of stomping around on burned underwear.

That.
Is just absolutely retarded.

MOVING ON.

Yesh planning where to go and what to do and how am I gona do it. However got some stupid things in my way.
1. Money $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Really need it. Not by the tenths rather BY THE THOUSANDS!!!!!!!! (Nt sure if I used that right.)
2. My mother. Ye men mother's are kickass
3. There isnt a 3, get over it.

Planning to go Lasalle, thus the money problem, and the mother problem. Which is, everything.
I'm not a rich guy, so the school fees gona be tough, I obviously should and WILL work... And try for scholarships, and hopefully get them.
Bursaries are off limits, family income higher than the amount stated.
PSEA account will gimme a 50% discount of school fees for the first year. Yes just the first goddamned year only. So after that I'm on my own. Work and make do with it, LIFE GOES ON ALALALALALA.

Another thing I'm worried about but can't do anything about is the fact that Lasalle semester starts at August, which means by the time I graduate and enter NS, I'll be 22, after NS. 24. Twenty.Fakken.Four. That is just downright ridiculous and I'm seriously considering declaring me epeek gayness to skip NS. Men I jus can't get married for 10 years big deal. The sentence ends at 28 years old I'M STILL YOUNG. Plenty of time to get married Q_Q

K I probably won't do that but its an idea ye?

So ya thats about it for my current predicaments.

Now for the fun stuff.

I love my bass.

The end.

No thats not it.

Having alot of fun with music, as usual. I seem to be the only guy around who goes spastic when touching an instrument. Hmm not sure if thats a good thing.

hehe.

However the surprising thing is I haven't been touching my piano for quite awhile.
Although the occasional times I sit down and play it is like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
K sry. Bass and drums are the way to go atm. Lot to learn though. MUST...ROCK...OUT...S.D.F.J.K.L.1.3.2

Thats pin's online name to anybody whose wondering.
Although I highly doubt theres anybody even READING THIS.

Starting to like muse, downloaded their discography. Ah shouldnt have wrote that. Nvm Piracy is good according to the Switzerland government. For its numerous benefits to artists. Which is, if you think about it quite true.
Article's right here http://torrentfreak.com/swiss-govt-downloading-movies-and-music-will-stay-legal-111202/ if anyone's interested in finding out the details.

And I LOVE CHAD SMITH'S BOMBASTIC MEATBATS. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Ye thats them playing in the background assuming you didn't mute your speakers.
LONG LIVE THE SPIRIT OF ROCK AND FUNK
!!!
Chad smith's the drummer for the RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS. BIG FAN OF THEM TOO MHM.
Men respect to them for performing on stage naked. Not jus one time but quite alot.
And they were quite sane.
LIKKA BAUSS.

K it just got added to list of shit to do before I drop dead. TO GET ON STAGE NAKED. But I believe that will never happen coz I lack the balls. Singapore government will never allow it anyway. Sigh

Anyway enjoy the bombastic meatbats, Funk Rock Instrumental style. Song's titled Roller Girl. Check them out they are awesum if you like jazz, a more rocky upbeat style of jazz i guess.

Next up.
Went to Anaki ROCKS CHINATOWN 2 weeks ago. Good experience, however the crowd needs alot of work. Stupid uncles and aunties.
Teenagers there made up for it though, thank god. Love Anaki Records and their studio and was really hoping their event will be a success, well it was, in a fashion.
Props to the bands who performed, great show great music.
Love NO.IV for doing a audioslave cover naha dam happy that night.
Props to Catalogue V for putting up an awesum show, however the crowd was few on Saturday, would have been nicer if they were on the Sunday slot sigh. Still, catch them at the Marina Countdown at the end of the month, they will be performing live, and hopefully give the underground music scene in the country abit of light.

Sidenote, FACK DEM KPOP MUSIK.
Ps, just don't like. You know those products sold in malls, all those manufactured and processed products like jewellery and shit. EXACTLY THE SAME THING.
ITS JUST THAT THESE PRODUCTS CAN WALK AND TALK AND SING AND DANCE.
They are just bloody manufactured products, sort of pity them. Doesn't matter if they worked hard or not, to the companies holding their contracts they are the equivalent of cash cows. Quite sad. When they grow old and dun look too good anymore lets see what them corporate companies will do eh?

K I think I'm about done tonight. Woah its a long one. Last one, I wished I never gave up, maybe if I hadn't gave up I wouldn't be wallowing in self-pity atm.
Life sucks men, but then again, if it sucks its cause I myself made it so.

NIGHTS LALALALA THIS BLOG SHALL REMAIN DEAD FOR THE NEXT MONTH.
Or maybe not idk see my mood WAHAHAHA. WAHAHAHSGDHFGSADHF
HA.

Nites cheers, hope everyone else I know had a good month and a good year.

Yesh i got ma comp back. likka finally.

You die alone. Don bloody forget that.

AND TEH ALTER EGO APPEARS.!~~!~!~!~!~!~!

k sry

STONER OUTSAI, RAWKER INSAI!!!

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As dark falls and twisted alleyways appear before you.

You turned and walk towards the fire and flames.

Unhindered, Unfettered and Unrestricted. You entered the domain of gods.

To scream forever in the void.

We chose to wait, the longing for your embrace rooting us.

We chose to wait, the longing for your warm breath against the chill.

We chose to wait, the longing for your gaze upon us once again.

Yet all was lost, another candle gone out,

The darkness enveloped us.

Fear grabbed us.

And we screamed. Alone in the void, we died.

The hand of hope never came.

Blood flowed, Tears shed.

The hand of hope never came.

We close our eyes.

Still awaiting your embrace.

Still, we wait...

Still, we hope.

I haf no idea why i wrote that.

Nites men

Dreams

I will keep trying til the grave.

Finally made up my mind, I shall stop doubting myself.

I WILL GET THERE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. MAHAHAHAHA.

K ahem sry.

Awesum dinner on wednesday.

School starting tmr. And I'm not looking forward to it at all. And its not coz of the studying part, jialat. It'd be much nicer if I dun like school coz of studying wudnt it.... Just like last time.

Meh different case now.

Guess its my problem. But idc, I'm not living for them fools. Choose ur friends, not let their weight choose you.

Jus tahan, one more sem. One moar fakken sem and I'm out.

Really regret my decisions.

But wdv.

fack the past fack the future, walk the present and see where u end up. If i trip and fall jus stand up again ye?

Alrighteh nites men~

The F

My tempo. Dam. Fail. Wad. The. Fark.

And the current blog song. Has a bass drum. That is. Too. Overpowering. Wtf.

That. Srsly. Needs. Revising.

Unable. To. Rerecord. Until. Ho. Come. SG.

OH WAIT I CAN DO IT MYSELF. But like dam bad its a 2 ppl thing.

Aha.

Aha.

Aha.

When was. My. Last. MEANINGFUL. Post. Cant. Seem. To. Find. It.

SO LONG AGO.

K bye. I shall post. Something. Stupid. Someday.

I. Think. Too. Much. Btw. Jus. Sayin. SRSLY. THINK. TOO. MUCH. F.M.L

ASDSDFDFGSDGFHOIJDMFSOI

Wooooo

Hai.

Dis are two songs.

By me and Ho.

I'm playing drums.

Ho is on da Keyboard. ROLAND JUNO SYNTHESIZER KEYBOARD. If u wan the um. full thing

Hah.

Hope ye like it.

Enjoy.

Fcking. Useless. Fools. Just. Die.

Lol who am I now, I gt no idea. Halp

Ass.dee.eff

Sup, writing this in school, my classmates doing presentation, bored as fuck. I just finished my own presentation too waha.

I messed up the conclusion crap, but teacher say i can present well. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ye I mean its a completely impromptu presentation so is quite a compliment hehe

K enuf with the self-praise i know its disgustin Q_Q

Hopefully none of my current classmates see this.

I'm having alot of regrets atm, but who can I blame besides myself for making this kind of stupid mistake. I honestly regret coming to nyp. Its a stupid place. And my classmates make the place even more stupid. I actually asked the class once in a presentation, "who here is happy that they are in NYP." Only one person raised their hand, out of 31 people. Wth?

And when asked why, the most common reply is "My O lvl didnt do very well, then come here lor." Or otherwise its just. "Dno what to do, then do business." Go to hell dno what to do then go JC la, even if its SJC or wdv, better than rotting here. Stop following the fakken flow and carve a path for yourself.

And I personally dun like their style either LOL. Ye well bit bad but ya.... Theres only like 4-6 people that I can really comfortably chat with in the class, quite sad aint it. The rest of them talk WAY TOO MUCH CHINESE. I'm not saying its bad or what I just personally not that fond of speaking alot of chinese outside the house. Coz I speak chinese 24/7 in the house...

But they are nice people, all nice. MOST of them anyway. But meh, have to jus deal with it for 3 years then I guess, its the fate I brought upon myself, I'll jus have to sit through it.

Also I'm losing motivation for everything and I'm losing my mood too, sometimes I cant even feel what I'm playing on the piano anymore. I'm afraid of being some moody fool. I only get my mood back once in awhile when I meet up with the old pals again, and hoho helped me stay myself. Since we chat everyday. He IS AWESOME. <3. AMG GHEY EUUU UGH. K sry.

Well thats bout all I got, cant wait for Wednesday hehe, its the only day that I enjoy, since weekends I'm buggered by my parents. I just skip school on wednesday and enjoy my day. <3 the drum lessons.

Cheers, see ye soon~

Riffs, Riffs, and more Riffs

MEN feels gewd when u can play all the kickass riffs with the proper instrument rather than blasting the song and there feeling sucky. YEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA.

K I fakken need a drumset....

Planning to ask the cca alumni tmr to teach me some other stuff. Honestly I'm err bit stuck..... Need bit o help.

Also wan a guitar with a toggle switch Q_Q

Amg I dun spend money often but whenever I do, the stuff I buy one item few hunnerd dollars LOL. Shit need support myself.

Ye well ciaoz hope everyones having a great time, Im jus so-so...

Nites~

P.S. To all pianists who only play mainstream pop songs... Get a life. Sry but I jus bloody against this type of ppl no matter who you are. Dam irritating pls. Walk here walk there always hearing the same typical songs. _)_

SUP MEN~

Yes well. LOSING SIGHT.

Feel sorry for myself sometimes.

I'm a loser.

Nuff said.

Meh this is so immature....

Nites Cheers ppl

O btw rawk on tmr. Pah blast the audience's hair off~

O i forgot. Been awhile since this place was noisy.

GIVE IT UP FOR AUDIOSLAVE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TOM MORELLO FTW YEEEEE.

...

1 Month ago.

A month ago.

I wrote smth here.

Now.

NOW.

I'm just gona write another thing.

.

.

.

.

.

K HI

Alot of stuff happened in the past month. Like nothing memorable I can remember.

-.-

Ye its the dao face.

Ye know the dao face.

THAT dao facE?!

That face u get then u say smth incredibly lame like completely -.-

or maybe =.=

fack could be -_-'''

or smth like _)_(-.-)_)_

-.-

Why am i even bothering to write anything.

And before I know it I wrote something.

Ha.

W

T

F

Wacky Tyrant Fex

....

K um i join d alumni band, fun i guess. Men I join the band to haf some fun and nt see brando bobo tan's face conducting again AND FACK HE ACTUALLY CAME TO WATCH OUR PRACTICE WHAT IS HIS FAKKEN PROBLEM WTF.

K sorry he got every right to come I just randomly bombing.

Nxt week performance. I feel SO EXCITED about nothing fack its just a performance big fack we just go there with the shiny suits and teh shiny instruments and blast as usual like np maybe blow someone's hair off at the same time.

Sorri bit high atm

AHA.

AHA.

AHA.

Enjoying teh poly life so far ye?

Is like morning wake up and u haf to go sch got class at like 9am and I went FACK ITS TOO DAMNED EARLY I'M GOIN BAK TO SLEEP FACK DIS.

Ye its awesome thats the way i like it uh huh uh huh.

And my attendance rate IS DROPPING.

shiet its gona hit 85% and below if i keep dis up and i still got 2nd half of the semester to go I STILL WAN TO PON CLASS ONE AMG DUN HIT 85% PLS

Ye if attendance goes below 85% for each module u get banned from the exam.

So I haf to tahan bit maybe i go sch bit early tap card and go somewhere else sleep ye thats what i gona do awesome shiet.

O ye had a test today. I AM AWESOME?!

Idk it was the module that i like fell asleep at every single goddamned lecture didnt even copy most of the notes and i got like first in class for the test I'm so proud of myself LOL

Ye dis proves that SLEEPIN IN CLASS WUN SCREW YOUR GRADES. SLEEP ALL YOU WAN YOU'RE FINE. PROVEN.

!!!

K ANYWAY. Moving on, next page, next chapter in the fakken story.

Doing biznez helping me so far ye its kewl.

Had dis communication module thing got presentation.

1st time like fack nervous and it was just a normal newspaper article presentation shiet.

2nd time was graded need do some 3-4min speech on a topic and it was awesome I did completely last min work is liek day before presentation AMG WTF IS DIS WHAT I NEED TO DO WTF?! CHIONG FINISH. And got praised. Presentation felt relaxed too. Probably cca had a hand in that I guess. MAN SINGING IN FRONT OF A CROWD OF PEOPLE WHO ALL SING BETTER THAN YOU IS NERVE WRECKING I SWEAR. But well got some guts developed thru dat.

K why am I praising maself so much I'm a disgusting and obnoxious bobo with no life.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Men issit k if I'm just not in the mood or issit liek I'm jus finding excuses cant figure that out atm need ask Dr. Richard for some help amg later he think I some mentally retarded kid.

K i am jus realized.

But I really need his help wonder if I can sit down with him and haf coffee or smth need tok bit.

Well its just rife I guess.

K ENOUGH WITH MY BULLSHIT

NIGHTS.

P.S. A completely crapass post dedicated to updating dis bloody useless site. HAPPEH~

School starts

SUP~
School started, not too bad i guess.

I prefer it over sec school actually. Lessons are just different, feels more like teacher-student thing rather then a "teacher talk to fakken wall" thing.

Ye its a laugh in class its nice.

Got a cock guy in class, fun to have him around. Sit near him class entertaining d.

He's like. "Born in 1987."
Yes we were all shocked.

We asked him "eh how old are you ah joel."

我阿，err 想一下， 我是87年的。
Watafuk his 24... and I thought the NS guy was the oldest.

Men he got driver license ima ask him for transport next time ftw.

Not to mention he said 87 HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

k solly

But meh so far so good. The group I hang out with from my class aint exactly what i expected... But wadeva their fine, they all smokers though. I have to endure some second hand smoke sometimes rofl. In their face they have to go out of school to smoke HA.

K wadeva, o theres this girl ppl starting to dislike. I find it pointless, wtf school start 3 days got problem d wtf is dis. Get along pls.

Hopefully I get through the modules just fine. And hopefully I get in enough stuff to have fun for 3 years.

Havent even got a laptop...................

K ima go relac again, bye.

Enjoy the music men, aint played by me. But ye I do jazz now. Feels so free....

Byez~ Wish everybody starting poly a happy 3 years ahead. Jaja~ (No jaja aint a typo.)

Amg its liek woots

K i dno whats with the title.

I'm INSPIRED to continue banging the keys coz of tony men he's awesome.

When I grow up I'm gonna be like Tony!1!!!!!1!!!

k dam ghey.

Orientation coming soon. Fack lets hope they tink my hair is natural enuf.

I'M INNOCENT.

Q_Q

kthxbai crash kings ftw

nites~

HO u

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thx

bai

i typed this our of pure boredom i hope someone managed to get some fun out of this.

ha

Amg it went book cii tak cii LOL

Great day.

Men he went boo cii tak cii on the set and i laffed at the awesomeness.

And then I went to boo cii tak cii on the set too.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

k solly i'm weird.

nights bai

Amg Buggy

I was fed up with mixpod and chrome's bugs so just went to use youtube.

Teh song's awesome, Papa Roach's No Matter What. Acoustic version moar sexy. Q_Q

I woke up today at 8am. I slept at 3am.

I had a dream that literally killed me. I woke up and almost shouted vulgar coz I realize it wasnt real. But if it was real. Its still ouch though. LOL, dreamworld living world no difference it seems. But teh dream was so straightforward and nice.

thanks to the dream I felt like shit for the entire morning wtf.

Budden it was honest....

k fack me.

ENJOY THE SONG. BYEEEEEE

hoho says:

*asdf

*as

¿͔͘Fizz.ʎ (*Out*) *auto-message: Feel free to call me. Cheers

hoho says:

**eXPECTING AUTO MSG*

*ya there it is

Yea it made me laff. I dno why.

I'm weird.

...

you FOOLS

As the title clearly states.

You FOOLS~!

Goodnight

Sigh

Woke up this morning. First thing I heard was this song.

No idea why.

It just went playing again and again in my head for some unknown reason...

And the last time I heard this song was like a month ago.

Dno why suddenly pop out...

Well anyways. Boring week. Boring month, even.

Happy birthday to Ivan. Had fun yesterday chatting.

Hmm Pin got drunk... Too much wine.

Oops.

Cheers to all.

Hope everyone is well.

Well what do ye want to hear? I'll tell it to you.

And the music plays...

Nights~

P.S. I apologise. ^_^ Zomg ghey face. Random.

Watafuk Dreams

Hai.
I had 4 different dreams last night.

They are all fcking weird.

I try to link them together.
They seem to tell me something. But I don't think so.

Oh I got out of RP

In NYP nao.

With a course i got no idea if i want to do.

DUN CARE.

just.

die.

ima go sleep.

my body clock upside down le z

Oh btw I wonder if what pin say will come true.

If it does then thats too bad.

But if it doesnt, my definition of typical human nature is wrong.

WHO KNOWS.

kthxbai.

Nights

May I Die Someday

Hi.

No I'm not emo. Screw the title, anyhow write one.

Rejected from SP.

Ugh, Heart pain, rejected T_T

Ya right _|_

Deleted my playlist, threw in two songs from good charlotte coz I felt like it.

But its a nice song aint it.

Handed appeal form to run from rp.

If it succeeds, I'll be eating shit for 3 years.

If it fails, I'll still be eating shit for another 3 years. But this one abit more jialat. The shit ah, is the lao sai come out one. Watery. Soup liddat. Alot of soup.

Basically I'll be eating shit anyway.

Whats the dif.

Theres another alternative, but I got a feeling my mom wun lemme take it.

So I'm stuck eating shit.

Wish me luck.

To all those who got in their desired courses/schools. Congratz, study hard, keep enjoying life.

To those who didn't. Fuck your life, Fuck the world, Fuck your parents, Fuck the government and Fuck your gender (No link)

Nah I'm just kidding.

But whatever happens.

LOVE MUSIC.

XD

Have fun.

Bye

P.S. I JUST WANNA LIVE. DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME.

Wtf.

Wtf I'm supposed to do a prepared piece of my own choice and bring along the fcking score.

I Cant even rmb when was the last time I read off an original score -.-

Screwed zzz

INVADERS MUST DAI

This is the new theme song of ma life.

INVADERS MUST DIE!!!!

Ah sorry sot liao.

Happy new year all.

Nothing compares to AN EVENING ALONE. WHENS MY NEXT EVENING ALONE WTF

THERES NEVER AN EVENING ALONE ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ