Ha

eh ellow, 8.30pm naoz, and ughhh... My mom is behind me... Eeeeeeee....
I'm abit in a, quite unsettled mood today.
Partly coz of my very nice mother ^_^ Cheers.
my fucking foot.
If theres one sentence i can say to my mother I will say, "Theres hardly any peace with you around -.-"
Forget that, its my fault anyway... Ya its ALWAYS my fault. Guai lan.
Another part is that, I dno wad to do now... My path was clear a few days ago. Until I went to find info. Gave me a smack in the face siol, ouch~

OMG GOT ANT CRAWLING ON MY ARM WADA FUCK.
Eh nice it dropped off by itself...
Awesome....

...

Anyway, back to the point.
I want to follow ma interests, YET my interests branch off into SO LITTLE PATHS... Is like, wad. At first got 5?
Now only left with 2?
1 was not an option cause I'm a poor boy... Awwww, I got no $$$ T.T
The others...
WELCOME TO SINGAPORE ^_^

The remaining 2 paths is, dam kao bei, but if I wanna follow perhaps can help somewhat...
But abit more complicated. Hais...

Life is full of ups and downs, it will all work out somehow eh?
Life's good... Heh

But still, today SUCKS... My whole day my mood was pointing towards anger and frustration.
And that hardly happens...
Shows how much my mother can disrupt peace.
The amount of bullshit she can gave you...
Scary ._.

And btw, I LOVE MY HOUSE IN THE AFTERNOONS.
Its so... Nice...
Sometimes only me and my pops <<< My father, if you're wondering.
Or just me...
No mother...
There...
With the tsk and the hais...
Irritating like fuck.
Shes laughing while talking to the phone right naoz, gives me the urge to kick her. Lan jiao she make people buay song still wan laugh.

K enuff with my mother.
Happens everyday, shldn't make too much a fuss out of it.
And dun tell me coz i dun study she scold.
I study everyday for fucks sake.

THIS IS ABOUT ME! YAY!
Err, I still dun understand myself -.-
Do I feel stress?
Or is it me just subconsciously ignoring that stress until its too much then I depress few days then the stress level resets?
I have NOOO IDEA...
I seem to GET stress, yet I dun FEEL it...
I feel weird...
Eyer...

Back to studying. If not SOMEBODY will give me the glares and the tsks and the hais... And the "qi si wo le" in the undertones thinking I'm deaf.

Excuse me wad the fuck I do.

K nites people!
I'M STILL SMILING :)
But I turn around that smile becomes gritted teeth...
...
Buhbyez

P.S. Love da song, its just instrumentals, original can go find on youtube if u want. Its japanese. Fits my mood... AND NICE THEY ADDED XYLOPHONE TO ROCK SONG HOW AWESOME IS THAT =D