Heyz, today gave me alot to think about.

Hey, its 11.36pm right now. Its been a wonderful day. And this might have been the most meaningful day in 3 years. It gave me alot to think about, about myself. Why issit like this why issit like that. Somethings I dno why, maybe I can find the answers in time?

Today, slacked in the morning, went to mr lee's house after that, walk around awhile before I reach lol, got abit lost. Studied there wif jaslyn, yan ting, timo, min jian, kenny. Ate pizza hut ^.^ house order lol. Went home wif kenny, his father fetch xD reach home, ate abit o dinner. Went to pri sch meet my friends, today my sch celebrating lantern festival. Went there play round, met alot of old faces, missed them all. Chatted with everyone, met mdm wan also lol. Taller than her d wahaha. Went to ljs after that, chatted somemore. Took some pics, go cope from adelin another day hehe. Went to the court there play some games and chat. Share our life...

And I suddenly realise my entire sec sch life was meaningless. It wasnt ccy going to xinmin sec and attending lessons. It was a idiot who thought too much about what image he produced.
Ima not emo btw, dun ask me why liddis why liddat thks.
I haven't been myself for the past 2 years, now that I think about it, my sec school life seems vague, like I nvr really attended it much. Like a clone of mine experienced it and told me wad happened everyday. It really does suck, I dno why its been like that, and it will probably continue. I was so... Relaxed around my old friends, in sec sch its always been tensed, I nvr realised it. Til now.
Hope I can change, but I dun tink thats happening.
And ya this is abit, offending, but if i changed my classmates to all my pri sch people, my grades wudn't have been this way. Sorry.

Thats all thats in my mind. I sound stupid I know, fuck that. Its what I think.
Nites.